Patience is a Virtue. This higher moral standard ebbed away with the invention of the Internet. The world became a smaller place with live feeds from events around the world, running the gauntlet of feel-good events like the just ended Queen's Jubilee in Great Britain to the bleak battlefields of the Ukraine. Instant news has become the norm and at the same time, the albatross of today's society.
The latter was no better illustrated than the total collapse of accurate information put forth after the school shooter (purposely unnamed) stole the lives of 19 children and two teachers in Uvalde, Texas. In the rush to provide a politician with facts, authorities failed to verify the narrative surrounding the actions of many different agencies that responded to the chaos. Later, when cross-referencing 9-1-1 calls with law enforcement radio traffic established an more accurate timeline, people across the planet surmised that an attempted cover up occurred to shield coward cops from public scorn. Unarmed parents complaining that officers tackled and handcuffed them from going in the building to rescue their child added to further outrage.
At the same time, social media exploded with commentary from armchair commandoes, actual military operators, other cops, parents and more that the room where the shooter was contained to (or by other sources locked inside of) should have been breached and engaged. Filtering this through the lens of an officer who ran toward gunfire for a long time, I'd need a few tactical questions answered before I tried to force entry into either of the adjoining victim classrooms:
Is there shooting coming from the classroom currently?
How many students did each class have in attendance?
Where are they located inside the room?
Will more children be killed by officers forcing entry in response to the 9-1-1 calls than waiting for the right tools to do so?
Does anyone have "eyes-on" inside the classroom from any exterior window?
My cop mind wants answers but it tells me that I do not have the right tools to get thru either steel door in a timely fashion. I'd consider going thru the drywall to engage the shooter. If I try cutting a hole in it, it'll take too long. If I try knocking a hole in it, it'll take too long. Any attempt other than dynamic entry will give the shooter enough time to kill anyone not dead inside before engaging me.
Are the classrooms behind me and down the hall empty or are students huddled in place? Will drawing the fire of the shooter result in rounds going thru walls and striking other students who if I hadn't acted immediately would not have been harmed? These are real concerns for the American law officer making a split-second decision to disobey an order, way beyond just going "Search and Destroy" on an active shooter.
Many professional LE officials ridiculed the school district's Chief for transiting the scene from "Active Shooter" to "Barricaded Subject" by declaring it the "Wrong call." True enforcement leaders of today appeasing the crowd while distancing themselves from the heat. I was a career street cop. Today's line officer can be fired, arrested and imprisoned for quick thinking decisions gone awry. Is it a wonder that the local authorities stopped cooperating? I'm guessing that they will make statements under the Garrity provision for protection.
"Officer, you heard the order to hold and did so while the shooter was inside the classroom. Why did you think that this was a valid order? Kids were calling for help; kids were being killed and you chose inaction. You are a coward." Verses. "Officer, did you not hear the order to hold on the classroom where the shooter was contained? Why did you disobey that order? The survivors may have lived if you hadn't tried to breach the door? Those children across the hall would not have been killed by wild gunfire if you had followed orders?"
Here's a few questions needed answering in the After-Action Report:
How many survivors remained alive during the hour of suspect containment?
Were any survivors killed inside the classroom as cops opened the steel door?
During the time officers held the hallway, were the other classrooms evacuated of students?
Were the exterior windows covered during the siege?
If not, did any agency have "eyes on" the suspect from the exterior?
Where is the building video, body cam footage of the event?
I wrote this essay to shine light on how an officer's mind might process a response to this horrific situation and not an attempt to alibi police malfeasance if proven so. It does suggest however that the demand for details by an unforgiving public absent the proper time to compile it can send an otherwise straightforward investigation sideways . I await the After-Action report (that will never come soon enough) to make judgement. That said, I cannot begin to imagine the helplessness and sorrow felt by the parents, siblings, grandparents, and friends affected by the death of their child or those impacted by the attack itself. May you find comfort... somehow.